Why?
Because when I hope for something, it means it’s something that I actually care about, or at least try to care about. And I’m not a bitch like that, I’m not just going to stop caring. Sometimes I wonder why I even bother, but I bother because I care, I care about you, and basically everything about you, in what you do, how you act, and just because I love you. 

No matter what, that’s not going to change, at all.
You mean so much to me, and I love you so much, I don’t know how I could let that change.

But this is just me speaking, if any of this meant anything to you or not.